Open the Soul

Open your eyes
Open your one hearted mind
Open you soul
Letting all pain out of your gushing veins
Release your inner thoughts
The thoughts that nobody can hear or even bother to care about
Release your suicide notes you had written in times of hatred
Notes that were covered in your bloody tears of terror
The pain of death recovering in your head
Trying to say no to death but wanting to end it all

Release the scars created inside
The butchering of your heart and body
The black holes ripped inside your soul
Creating the missing parts you need to survive in life
Letting go when the soul is gone and giving up on life
Knowing that if you created these cursing holes in side me
Why bother to stay and around take more bullets…

Tell the world before you go that…
Life is not a real place to you anymore
That hell is rising and creating a hated monster inside
The caged and torched soul I have
Deeply disappearing every time you shoot me
I know if I disappear that you wont care
Or even bother to recognize that I'm screaming for  

Somebody to save me…