lovlyninja39

Darkness Many people begin to run by me Another after Another Flashing lights beam across My reflecting grey eyes Blue, Red, Blue, Red, Blue, Red The sirens scream into my fragile ears The sound circles around me Each siren with a new tone I do not what is happening to me. Where am I? I can't remember. I was driving with a couple Of friends back home…Was I? No. I don't remember…anything. Do I have a name?  "Sir…Hello?! Can I get some help here?!NOW!" A blurred face appeared in front of me. The voices grew louder and louder. More blurred images came and went. "He-he-llo." My voice. I spoke. A croaked sound, faint but no

Open your eyes Open your one hearted mind Open you soul Letting all pain out of your gushing veins Release your inner thoughts The thoughts that nobody can hear or even bother to care about Release your suicide notes you had written in times of hatred Notes that were covered in your bloody tears of terror The pain of death recovering in your head Trying to say no to death but wanting to end it all Release the scars created inside The butchering of your heart and body The black holes ripped inside your soul Creating the missing parts you need to survive in life Letting go when the soul is gone and giving up on life Knowing that

  I shall forget life as it is I am being punished for NOTHING But being myself and BREATHING I live my life only knowing that Walking out my house doors Is walking out into HELL I am beaten and bruised from school They cut my soul piece by piece Just to make me SUFFER SO BE IT Why don't I cut my soul and heart In one whole so the misery ENDS    I try to forget your sins NO. Your hell risen SELF Kill my heart, mind, SOUL!    You forgot my pleads And mercy cries I sent you Ignoring my EXISTENTS Until you strike against me And torch my heart Sending words of flame Into my ve

 Why am I here... The blood never stops running down my beaten face. You have torched my heart with flames like bullets! You killed my inside with your bloody words as knives carve in my heart splitting me. You watched and laugh at me with an Devil's smile across your face horned face. I see scratches from head to arms, blood rushing out of them. I can't escape this never ending hell. You bring me back every time I get away.I have a split second to get air until I'm chained backed. You are GOD and I am your slave. Your whip me and stand there and take it I never bother to attack because I know I won't wake the next time I do. I found my self